Fake?

thanks for calling me fake.. hahahhaha.. I thought its funny. Im not angry.. uhm maybe i did for awhile but its true.. wth? sharon... im sorry and harm im sorry i got really quiet during ps.. honestly, i was feeling uncomfy when you talked about it. =) mwahugs! and this blog will be officially dead soon. I have this sudden urge kan ikut ke capers hari sabtu ani. Kenapa ya ah?? i feel like i wanna go.. hahhaha.. pasal lama udah inda makan sana *mmmmmmmmmm* but conpooom inda ku pigi hehehe.. i got another confession to tell... baru ku tau kurapak.com si Alin tu my second cousin hahahha... pacah pacah.. apa inda jokes nya very burung pingai-ish.. eh inda jua kamu tau tu.. ;) Im being random ni. *sal inda tau apa kan dibuat* oh harm and sharon, what i told you tadi in skool, just keep it to urself ah? You spill the beans, i'll spill urs too. HAHHAH sssooo mean. jk jk ;) i wont.

DARKNIGHT IS COOL!! bah bye
mwahxxx

Dyee's.. A right to voice out..

Today is odd... You guys know why?? Coz I see Hamdi everywhere... Not that he's everywhere but I visioned every guy I saw as Hamdi.. Waahhh!! Scary kan?? Yes..!!! Imagine having to live with that kind of sight 247..!!! Hamdi would kill me if he reads this.. Haha.. Who cares though.... ^_^ And and Qadri told me that he noticed I hug poles all the time.. Haha..! I was like *after thinking deep* "oh yeah.." Haha..

I feel like whining.. Apa baik ah..?? Emm.. Well, you guys should have heard about the news where PTE will be moving by next year to Meragang.. Our building will then be showered by secondary students.. Frankly speaking, I dont think it's a good decision.. First of all, our advanced, high-tech, expensive to be precise, facilities are not suitable for pupils in secondary school.. I'm not downgrading them here ah.. It's just that we're form 6 students and we are mature enough to know the value of these facilities.. But students below the age of 16 probably will just perceive these facilities as things.. And if that's how they feel, of course, they will not put emphasis on how to take care of it properly.. In the end, facilities which have almost 10 years of life expectancy turn out to be only living up to 3 years old.. Sayang jua tu govt finance to purchase new ones.. Better they spend the money to speed up Brunei's not-so-speedy development.. See my point?? *searching for nodding heads through telescope* But, the movement is beyond my control.. So yeah.. I'm not going to crack my brain just to think about it... Let's just see what will come out of the decision...

Last but not least, is it true that people often come to this blog and read our posts??? Geez, now we have to use acronyms instead of real names...... -__- But dont get me wrong, you, readers, are always welcome with open arms... ^_^ I just want to make a point : everything that is stated here, stays here.. Okay, ladies and gentlemen??? *with autocratic leader look*

Sharon, Hamdi, update wah!!!!! I miss reading your posts....!!

Rainbow kisses, Dyee ♥

A talking post... apakan?!

The girl under me??? LOL.. That sounds so wrong.. =P Zun, banar wah Zingermaxx sucks?? NOOOOOO... Another death of good food.. Haha berijab.. About the party this Saturday, I might have to cancel it coz apparently, every of my friends are not coming *deep stare at Hamdi, Shirley and Izun* Izun told me she wants to study that night for Bzness trial mock exam ah.. -__- Izun honey, dont enter that door of nerd and geekyness..!!! Hahaha.. I already paid though but I guessed I need to show my 10 cent face infront of Nabilah tomorrow to claim back my $10.. Yes, thank God, I only paid half baru.. So, I'm gonna use that money to buy hadiah for Sir Hadi instead.. Hehehe.. Btw, Izun was being a bimbo yesterday.. Adakah she really thought I'm gonna meet Datuk H in the middle of the night?? Haha.. So cute of you, Zun.. *glance at Hamdi* you agree??? Hahaha.. Saja wah.. *naughty smile* One more thing, Hamdi, you just knew yang me and Izun are stalkers???? Surprising..!! I thought everyone knows that.. Haha.. ^_^ Bah, saya chow dahulu... Need to get dress for Israk Mikraj doa selamat *which I currently am trying to hide from*..

*I think my English sucks.. A reason to get some private English tutor from Datuk H* Hahaha.. Jgn marah, zunnie.. ^_^

Rainbow kisses, Dyee ♥

Zinger maxxx sucks~

I went to kfc after skool and purchased zingermaxxx.. I cant believe the taste has deteriorated. Or maybe it was just cold? I don't know and the the not-melted cheese in it made it alot worse. It tasted so bad that i almost wanna puke. (tapi habis ku makan) Instead i ate durian. Hahaha. I am stressed at the moment and still stuck between sixes and sevens. Watta F? Dyee asked me why i am getting so emo~ haha.. Its because im just stressed. Haha. I sing everytime im pressured. It makes me feel good. The djs on the radio maddened me, annoying wah jokesnya. Dad thought twas hilarious bt i thot it was awfully bleak. Maagaad.. Antah i guess i am just feeling alot tense than the yester weeks.. Sorry guys if i act odd. Nowadays ive been letting out a fake laugh.. Well at times lah. Depends. But not when im with you guys. I really thought twas funny. The exams intimidate me so bad. ='(

My back hurts..

Holla gurls~ *runs crazily n screams out loud*accidently hits a pole and falls down* huhu spoil eh.. I hurt my back now. N neck too.. Seriously women, these days mcm nada breaks wh. Continuous hws are given out. Mcm.. *censored* we have lifes TUTORS *annoying stares* huhu apakn~ now am being random jua. Like tis gurl below me *looks down at dye's post* huhu. Eh the vege inda jua too santan-ish sharon~ its ok meh~ lets be fat together gurls *laughs* btw, were u gurls seriously talkin abt bras? *coughs* weird~ huhu yet kinky. Grrrr.. *thinkin* eh ezun u put up jua bnr uh d ugly pics ov us wearing that ugly scary glasses. Huhu that was realli funneeh. Wish dye took the pic jua. Thatd be even more funeeh *julur* enough said.. Abis lah tani ada trial mock exams 4 bsnss.. Guess i cant join the farewell dinner on the upcomin 2nd august. U gurls going ka? I knw ezun wont. Sharon 50-50 and u dye? Gahh.. I want to cum but.......... Ishh.. Huhu. Btw, sapa g datuk H ane? Stalkers eh ezun n dye uh. Huhu. Bh bh i shall stop nw.. Xoxo

A random post..! :S

Shirley...!!!! Ugh.. I really thought I was eating healthily this morning till I read ur post.. -__- Just realise the santan thingy.. Geez.. Should you announce that??? Btw, zun, is it the guy with black or white t-shirt?? Haha.. But, i guessed it must be the one with the white shirt, kan? ^_^ Hamdi, update!!

I'm jobless right now.. & bored.. I miss datuk H too..!! A LOT..!!! Wonder he'll be around tomorrow... Hmm... But, I'll meet him later though... I want to stare into his sparkling lovely eyes.. In my dreams pulang tu.. ^_^ hahaha.. Ntah eh.. Random aku ah.. At the moment, IZ is in my mind.. She's nice tapi kesian.. Being rejected throughout school years.. That would be really sad.. Oh yeah, zun, sharon, what were we talking about just now? You know, pasal the bras..?? I forgot.. -__- Bah, i want to watch Vanished now.. My mom is calling me dari tadi sudah.. Love you all...

Last but not least,
Rainbow kisses, Dyee ♥

I think I am getting fatter~

Enjoyed the veggie in school but thought it was healthy.In fact no,since it's mix with santan which can make you fat and also high in cholesterol.I think it's either I get fat and let jason enjoy hugging the 'fat me' or be a 'skinny sharon' that looked like a mantis.HAHAHAHAHA there is nothing much to say now sorry people~i am fine now by the way.hehe:)

Everyday my confusion grows

It's lunchtime and i am lonely, he's walking over to me, this must be fake, my lips start to shake, how does he know who i am? And why does he give a damn all about me..?



Oh its just my nephew.. Lama dah inda jumpa hahaha.. I'll post a pic of me,dyee&sharon later. Humdee na bnyk gambar w us... Ive got less to say. I miss sir hadee especially when he plays w his tie. Uwaaa =( lol.. Thats all i guess? I wish i am good in painting a picture with words.. But i dont. So basically ive got nothing left to say. Im being a nonchalant now. Forgive me for that.. Yet i feel like im mellowed too.. Must be due to frank sinatra.. What am i saying? Haha. Okay. Guys update! Im dying to know what you guys did ystrday or today.

P.s/ dyee: go to me blog. Click on memories. Ada tu kan sama bnr muanya mcm my ex. Haha.

Mwahxxx.

Izun's.. oooops i did it again..

hai girls and a guy hahah apakan?! no humdey i fell asleep. yatah idk why nowadays my head nalih saja =( later i go to icc and attend the majlis ilmu and see sheikh muszaphar! =D cant wait.. here's our pix yesterdee.. ;p and dyee nada sorry.. :(

Panatness.. Harm :)

Huhu panatness is contagious also dye *julur* hmm.. Yeah less than 4months to go. Bt no worries.. Aint nothing gna separate us.. Bowh.. Corny eh.. Huhu *sobs* mmm.. U started stdyn bsns dh wh? *staring at dye* gahh.. I knw ppr 3 is *censored* hopefully we can *censored* do it.. With her (the teacher) *censored* teachin, buat kn its evn complicated. Lol.. Hmmm.. M kinda worried abt sharon uh.. What hppnd actale? *bites lip*
to ezun, hey hw was last nyt uh? Did u go w ur mum to her office n play w the pole there? Huhuhu. M tryna picture it but i ended up *censored* wawawawawa.. Eh we shud jalan together lapas alvl yaknow.. The rejects day.. Bet itl b so fun. Hhuhu. Losers..
Yeah yeah i just noticed jua yg all ov us ambil bsns n socio.. Huhu n dye, ur perspective down there is a very gud one.wawawawa.


P.s/ i wish i cud join sharon et al ke capers karang. Gahh..

Just another four months... :'(

The farewell party was fun, zun.. But I shed into tears tadi masa we sang lagu kenangan yang terindah for him.. I'm so gonna miss him.. It was indeed a wake up call.. I just realised that we only have about less than 4 months to be, you know, actually together.. After that, we probably go our separate ways.. I'm so sad right now.. I couldn't believe our sixth form years are going to be over.. I mean I want it to be over.. No homeworks, no tensions, no exams..! No *cough* bad mood teachers.. But, I want to be with my friends, my datuks & of course, you, the rejects.. Ugh.. For now, the wise thing to do is just forget about it and make full use of the remaining time.. Kan kan?

Btw, sharon... What happen, girl..?? Dont worry, you're a strong woman.. Strong as in inner strength, not physical strength, ok? apakan?! Haha.. Btw, when he's gone to the faraway land, you'll still have us.. We'll take care of you with love and affection.. Whenever you have problems, you can just turn to us and be in our arms until all your sorrow fade away.. Bowh..! Izun's gayness is contageous..! Haha..!!!

Guys, I started studying Business bah 2 hours ago.. Using the past year questions..!!! Damn..!! It's pain in the *censored* and very *censored* *censored* hard..!!!! -____- I dont like Paper 3.. So confusing and unanswerable (im not sure if this word exists).. Ughhhhh..!! Eh, I just noticed.. all of the rejects took Business... and Sociology too..! Interesting findings I made today.. According to Hidayah (The Rejects, 2008), those who took Business and Sociology courses have 11 times more chances of being rejected.. ^__^ However, this study is criticized for having the smallest sample ever in sociology history and therefore, had zero generalisability... Hahaha..!!

Rainbow kisses, Dyee ♥

Izun in da house~

We didnt talk much today.. Uhm alil i guess.. I mean us 3.. I am gona sleep till i wake up.. Haha.. Bimbo.. Nways.. *yawns* *take offf..censored* nid to sleep. Love ya rejected loves. Mwahugs. B4 i sleep~

*eyes half-closed* harm yeap 2years. What if i break the deal? Hahaha.. Jk.. Not. =p ksian c M.. Haha. U knw who. I guess ive been ther too. Playing w sum1's heart. Fun yet stupid.

Sharon.. wt did ur dad say when u gt into da car? Haha. Hot and spicy aah da vegies bt okaylah the taste xp

dyee...haha..sioktah farewell party tuu? =D

This is just soooo terrible....:(

I just quarreled with him....but the feelings that I now have....it's just so depressing and sad...it feels somewhere in you...as broken.Sorry,if this post is not funny(if you think it should be funny then it's either you're retarded or 'seriously' retarded) .Anyways,it's all my fault that I always make things turn out the way it's not supposed to turn out.Hai.....I feel like crying(sebenarnya sudah crying)....I love him but I can never make myself want him as much as how he wants me to want him.Actually....it's not true at all.I DO want him.But....I am just not the type to show his\her lover that much affection because it'll reveal my weakness and I want to be strong.If he knows that I love him more than what he thinks then...we'll be weak and he'll start to think about us being together instead of the importance of studying for the sake of a better future.....I have tried my very best to push him into taking masters instead of just a degree-work-get married.Yes....how did I do that...by making things more complicated...by making him think of me less so he can know what is actually more important for him was not me but his future.I do appreciate the fact that he love me...he's willing to put down everything...just for my sake...for our sake...but this isn't what I think it should turn out.

I have to admit that I'm not as strong as him...all I know is just to talk talk talk...other than that nothing else.But...I'm trying to make what is best for him and me to come true.You have no idea how much I want to be with him.When I realised my feelings for him was just as deep as how much I used to like......him,I felt scared....what if something happens and the scar will never recover just like before...sometimes I think the best...to not feel hurt nor the fear of losing something precious is to not love someone at all.I actually wanted to ask him to go capers tomorrow for lunch but I don't want him to see me compete eating pastas with julie...I mean....I wanna let him have a good impression of me,not an impression of how those 'sumo' wrestlers eat on tv....it would be so god damn embarrassing!.I am so sorry if I didn't say all those things that he wanna hear...it's just that I wasn't in the mood for that because.....I too miss him...to think that he will leave to such a faraway place really.....hurts.....insecure.....lonely....no one to turn to when in need....no one no one no one....it'll just be me...myself and I...just like how it begins in the first place but this time...it'll just be more painful....because....all because he had step into my life....

I actually was a bit sad because he didn't call me....it's been so long and yet he hasn't call my house.sheesh why am I like this!

Harm's typing. Lol

Huhu me liking ezun? What do u guys think? *stares at ezun's *censored* bowh.. Interrupted eh. Lol. N yes dye.. Saya mau kna stalk slalu. Huhu desperate bunyi nya. But but its kinda scary dou kalau every inch ov me kna observe. Lol i sound so wrong xp huhu ezun, bnr? In two years time? Lol. Bowh sharon n dye couple? Huhu thats a nice match there.. Lalala~ bh ezun dnt forget to tell us yur story *catches you runnin arnd naked* huhu *winks*

Izun's speaking *zodiac voice*

HAHA.. soalan c dyee "harm u like izun kah?" hahaha.. i love all of you.. me and harm insyaAllah will be together in 2 years hahahhahaha.. =p jk jk.. nways. I have nothing to whine today. trow i might meet my LOVE!! SHEIKHHH MUSZAPHAR!!!! uhmm ive got another thing to say tapi isuk saja..~ time ps =)MIGHT NOT WILL.... I CANT WAIT TO SEE ALL OV YOU ISUK HAHHAHA.. im in crazy mood neeee.. *running around naked screaming* hahaha.. aaaaahahhahaha c M&M's aaahhhh hahahhahaha.. ezyan kaliwah.. what do ya think dyee? ;) aku mau stalk org jua weh hahahah just kidding..~ takut c M&M's tu weh brabis hahahah..

P.s/ I love you. Hhaha nama buku

Dyee is rejected.. =(

I had my tuition this morning.. Sir was comparing our class with the other class coz apparently, they are more punctual.. In fact, over punctual.. They always come for tuition 30 mins before clas.. WTH? Over..!! I felt rejected by Sir tadi coz I was 20 minutes late.. -__- Kesian saya eh..!! But, I managed to get the highest mark of all the two classes for my essay.. Hah..!!! Baru tau..!! I felt so relieved coz I got to prove to him that despite my lateness, I am still putting my 101% effort when it comes to assignments.. However, no hard feelings.. I know I'm wrong and I still love him.. ♥ Very the much.. Haha..

During tuition tadi, M showed me a couple of texts that his stalker sent.. Woah..!! It was shocking.. Every M's body part was described.. Let me just pinpoint some examples so you would get the whole picture.. Exhibit 1 - "your walk-full of confidence but yet playful" Exhibit 2 - "your face-kind and trustworty" The last sentence was "your hug-not yet known".. Haha.. Pacah wah..!!! Effy and I were laughing like crazy.. M said he was freaked out.. Haha..! I thought all guys wanted to be admired.. What do you think, harm?? Do you guys like to be stalked and every part of your body being examined..?? Okay, that sounds so disturbing.. Hehehe..

8 To Izun - no worries, girl.. Your religious activities should be between you and Allah.. Org lain no need to know, so yeah.. As long as Allah knows you're in the right path, forget about everyone else.. *macam pendakwah bunyinya*
8 To Harm - you do like Izun kah...??? :O
8 To Sharon aka Shirley - If izun and harm are to be together, we should be a couple ourselves.. Ignore your Jason.. ^_^

Bah, I'm out..

Rainbow kisses, Dyee ♥

harm went to capers :)

Huhu. Macam2 jua previous posts kamu ane *smiles*
eh eh sharon, apa toh uh. Are u plannin to matchmake me n ezun? Huhu didnt u read her post abt the md guy who wants to be w her? See.. Shes TOO famous for me. Lol. And and.. Why u scared? Janganth takut meh~ nothings gna break us apart. Huhu. Corny much xp
our new-recruited-reject a.k.a dye, huhu thanks 4 d qualyfyin reminder xp i havnt started my revision jua. Heck, i wish ur ps was in block 5 jua so dpt jua beibun. Wawawawa. And yes.. PMS-ing ya x bh cgu *censored* atu.. Huhu pyh bnr anak atu.. Udah baik, god! Mcm angelina jolie.. Eh salah, mcm angel.. *giggles* udah nya jahat.. Mcm *censored* yatah kan *censored again* bowh.. Atu bnr.. Lol
and finally ezun.. Just relax ja. Urg jealous toh. At least we knw ure horny.. Eh i mean, holy.. Lol

p.s/ i went to capers tadi.. And i ate 5 diff types ov pizza. One of em was unintentionally had cheese on it and due to that, im having a terribly hurtful stomach ache.. *swears* huhuhu.

Zuanes is talking again =S

hellew. izun's back. Tonight my teacher texted me up saying that she decided to come to my house tomorrow saja. =( im actually feeling sad. Lapas i had my maghrib prayer, i just remembered fizah told my history teacher ive never prayed and that means shes portraying me as those girls yang lupakan dunia sudah. Okay lemme get the records straight, i may miss my prayers sometimes, but that doesnt mean i dont pray everyday. I do. I may make mistakes that muslims shouldnt do but i still pray and i still know whats good and whats worse. So in my teacher's text she says "im proud of you for not taking what ur frens sed in class tadi" to me. =( i in actual fact did take it to my heart.. but i have to keep telling myself.. im not like those typical malays who cant take criticisms.. so i manage to survive and control my temper. =( but i'll forget it eventually. goodnight everyone.

Dyee's here..!

But one thing should be noted..! Although i'm here, i'm not rejected..! unlike those three HAHAHAHAHHAHA!! i know i'm mean.. but mean's good..!! kan? kan? ask guys, and they would definitely agree..! oh my, i'm getting horny.. AGAIN..! *slaps head* hahaha..

Btw, just now, I regretted not listening to Hamdi and Lady's (lurus kah tu??) warnings..!! Teacher (censored) was downright not in a good mood.. I didnt like the class just now.. Too much negative aura.. that my brain shutted down itself and eventually, stopped functioning for almost 1 torturing hour.. My heart was pounding even faster than the time Datuk N passed by.. No like.. No like.. No like.. No like at all..!! *haha.. majal*

*EXAM ALERT* Teman-teman sekalian, peperiksaan kelayakan bagi A Level tahun 2008 akan bermula pada 09hb Ogos 2008. Dalam erti kata lain, cuma ada 16 hari saja lagi. WTH? Dont ask me why I'm using Malay coz I just dont know.. Hehe.. Izun had started studying.. But me..??!!! I haven't study for all my subjects.. Pergh..!! My daily routines will be going to school, going home, sleep, blog, watch TV, blog again, watch TV again, sleep.. I did my homeworks mostly in school during my PS time.. Technically, I just dont have time to study.. Apakan??! Haha.. Nda logic.. How can I have time to blog and watch TV and dont have time for studying.. Entah eh.. Makin malas wah aku ah.. Even business pun aku masa ani banyak bangang..!! -___- I blame the school for this.. Because they havent distribute the Mock exam timetable, thus, they're not giving me any push towards learning.. See..? It's not my fault.. ^_^

Guys, kesian si Jess wah.. Haha.. But, I do agree yang sometimes ia nda cali langsung.. Haha..! Thinking of ia nda cali is funny though.. N harm, what's the name of the guy yang kita umpat tadi atu?? Aku kan berkenalan.. Haahahahhahahaha..!!!

I think I'll stop now.. Coz i think I am starting to talk rubbish.. Haha.. My last luahan hati is - Saya mau PS block 5..!!! So, I can lepak-ing with the rejects..!!!!

PS : why is this blog in malay..?? I mean, come on, dicatat oleh?? It's...weird.. =__="

Rainbow kisses, Dyee ♥

Dull day

Sorey i didnt laugh much today. I was uhh distracted by tis boy i chat w tadi in class on msn. He wanted a date and be my boyfren. Like wattahell? Sorey dude. Tunggu lapas aku dapat first upper class degree..bah barutah we together.. Wawawa.. Hes from md.. I dun mind dating plg.. Haha. Jk jk. Inda..~ im too lazy to becinta. No time wah. Haha. Nxt yr pun i'l b bz working and babysitting plus antar ambil my nephews. Huhu. Ooo lala.. Tonite cg.zmah is coming 2 my hauz to borrow my history notes! Haha. A teacher pulang pinjam arah student ani waah.. Geek cigu ah. Wawawa.. And cg.eisah was scary lyk monster house. Haha.. My heart was beating fast macam when an african man beat the drum laju-laju..haha..masa kelas bisnes tadi petang~ Apakan? Lame much~ but datuk hadi never fails to make me smile.. Haha.. =p ciao

izun rodriguez, xoxo

In the middle~

I have something to confess...hmmm...I've got two frens whom I really like...one is a boy and the other is a girl...we spend almost everyday together,they were the ones that brightens up my life when I was being rejected by my friends...I think they like each other but...if let's say fate really let them be together...but also separates them(break up)...do you think I will lose one or both of them?I am so scared:( I don't want it to happen.It's actually a bit weird to be in the middle of them two.Since I was told not to tell(by that girl)that she actually likes that guy...and then I was also told(by that boy)that he has a bit feelings for her too(but have to re-confirm he said)....-.- Anw...HAHAHAHA it's a bit funny if u can imagine the scene.It makes my head go spinning whenever i think of it..it's like...AAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!get it over!....i mean....just go tell each other that you like him or her.jk jk(lame joke like jess)-.-

Marry me?

Huhu oh ok.. Harm's here again.. Oh ive just read the previous posts.. Theres the funny and theres kesian part. Ezun, marry me? Huhu wtf? Get educated lu. Lets reach the phd dulu then we'll have as many kids as we want. Lol jadi kilang buat anak. Huhu. N did u reali fart? *eyes widen* seriously? Mmm.. And you sharon.. I mean, shirley.. Kesian you get picked on by stuart again. Oh hes such an arse. Dont bother. Huhu i was teased as well tadi but heck like i cared. Huhu. Mm.. We shud allow people to read tis page yaknow.. Lets whine or complain together. The more, the merrier. Wtf?

Kiss me~ you wear those shoes and i will that dress..~ *singing and then stops*

Im angry.. Terribly angry.. Izun here.. Tadi when i got home.. I rang up my home's number.. I even knocked the door & continously rang the door bell! Yet.. Nobody opened the door.. ='( so i went to huaho mall instead to kill off my disappointment and u knw.. while waiting 4 a miracle to happen.. Next, i went bck home.. Suddnly theres my bro's fren's car parked at my yard.. And nobody was in d car.. Obviously he'd went in to the house! Whch means he got into the house while me stuck outside! Ughh.. Aku mati-matian menunggu kana buka-i pintu.. Fuck you loser! Okay i dint mean that though i detest my own bro.. Cos hes the only different bro ive ever known.. So alien.. Ksian yet annoying.. Sigh.. Ugghh.. And 2 ezyan.. Thanks 4 nt being at my place today.. Cos i need my time to breathe and rehabilitate myself.. Im fucking tired of life.. If killing is nt a sin, i would've killed myself.. Oh no.. I would've killed those who i hate.. Then i'd b living peacefully and catch my dreams smoothly.. Yes sharon.. I am sympathetic.. But i can be overly mean bt nt to people i love.. Only to those who i thnk have ruined + worsened my should-not-like-this-bad-life.. If im to tell what makes me holding these grudges.. My secrets will be revealed.. Secrets must be left unspoken.. And i've left it so..till whenever i want. But if i tell anyone the possible consequences:
1.Two lovely sweet couple would file for divorce
2.He or She will be shocked and disgusted
3.The media will be interested to make a film of my life
4.You won't like me
5.I will be banished or grounded till i depart my bleak life to hell..

I'm sorry 4 being completely emotional just don't leave me dry then i'll be that cheerful carefree girl again ok? Now that is what i call a real rant.. Haha.. I can't wait to leave pteb and finally grow up (being in university which is one step closer to reality - the WORKING WORLD) and get married.. With hamdi hunny. Awawawa =p jk.. With josh hartnett.. Wth? Haha.. With sharon? No shes taken by jason..her one true love..her lame partner.. Im so sentimental.. Im jealous of you jason. Haha. Tebalik. Cos uve met the most wonderful honest blur girl - sharon.. I mean shirley.. One lucky boy..

I'm moving forward.. Ive no time to look back.. Ive burned every chapters in my life.. If life is about yesterday, i wouldn't be able to live. I didn't love you, i was just passing my time. To throw the memories when i was with you is like throwing a smelly sock out of my window. Its easy as abc. Ive even forgotten when and how i met you and most importanly your birthday. Kiss my ass. Okay thats enough. I am moving on babe.. And i love it. *sticking my tongue out* adios loves. Xoxo.

Confused!

Zun I realised that you never laugh at jessica's jokes.I mean like....your laugh and smile was a bit fake......HAHAHAHA.like me...... Today in geo class...again kena complained pasal China by Mr stuart....and everytime he does that....all the class turned around to looked at me as if I'm some kind of criminal as well.... Hai.......................

Izun you FARTED!!!

Wah!!i didn't know you kantut in the canteen just now....hai....wonder if how Hamdi would react if he hears you fart..HAHAHAHA. Bah....hmmm...I've got nothing to say as usual....boring...I know I know.Malas wa....HAHA

One big happy family

I'm now @ home.. And guess who's next to me? It's just eezyan.. The birthday grrrl.. Im sorry i once thot ure irritating.. Bt then nw that ive known u.. Nyeehhh.. Ure just you.. Nyahaha.. Ure cool too.. Bt im cool-er =p jk jk.. Shes here w me pasal nada org drumahnya.. Nw we're watchng ice age2.. Im sorry i farted when u wer nxt 2me.. Haha.. Okay tadi she went to me room.. And she was lyk "wow..nice room..is that ur keyboard?" she wanted 2play it banarnya.. Bt i uhh askd her 2go down saja liat tv.. Karit aku ah.. Haha apakan.. Tadi pagi c harm iski pasal whipcream etc etc.. HAHAHA.. Lalala~ xp and sharon's hand was soft as usual.. Havent touch the dishes in the kitchen kah? XP bt mine's softer still...though im a kitchen goddess~ haha.. Cos i know victoria's secret~.. Harm..."i wanna be on top".. Haha.. Today im all hyped-up.. Too much sugar were consumed.. Feel like i wanna dance.. Get naked.. And ok ok.. Exaggerating.. Haha.. Bah ciao cincau.. Imma sleep on da couch whyl ezyan is bz watchng tv.. Wawawa.. Get the pic?

Much love, Xoxo.

Harm was here

Dont mess w us, the rejects. Lol mcm proud ane wah..

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Rejects....

Hey people....i think rejects just sound a bit....i mean....like...uh.....nobody wants us or something like that.:DHAHAHA.So kesian eh us.*snif sniff*(i seriously dunno what to post)sorry.lol.

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