Wednesday, July 23, 2008 ; 3:58 PMY
Cant stand anymore rejection..
Kiss me~ you wear those shoes and i will that dress..~ *singing and then stops*
Im angry.. Terribly angry.. Izun here.. Tadi when i got home.. I rang up my home's number.. I even knocked the door & continously rang the door bell! Yet.. Nobody opened the door.. ='( so i went to huaho mall instead to kill off my disappointment and u knw.. while waiting 4 a miracle to happen.. Next, i went bck home.. Suddnly theres my bro's fren's car parked at my yard.. And nobody was in d car.. Obviously he'd went in to the house! Whch means he got into the house while me stuck outside! Ughh.. Aku mati-matian menunggu kana buka-i pintu.. Fuck you loser! Okay i dint mean that though i detest my own bro.. Cos hes the only different bro ive ever known.. So alien.. Ksian yet annoying.. Sigh.. Ugghh.. And 2 ezyan.. Thanks 4 nt being at my place today.. Cos i need my time to breathe and rehabilitate myself.. Im fucking tired of life.. If killing is nt a sin, i would've killed myself.. Oh no.. I would've killed those who i hate.. Then i'd b living peacefully and catch my dreams smoothly.. Yes sharon.. I am sympathetic.. But i can be overly mean bt nt to people i love.. Only to those who i thnk have ruined + worsened my should-not-like-this-bad-life.. If im to tell what makes me holding these grudges.. My secrets will be revealed.. Secrets must be left unspoken.. And i've left it so..till whenever i want. But if i tell anyone the possible consequences:
1.Two lovely sweet couple would file for divorce
2.He or She will be shocked and disgusted
3.The media will be interested to make a film of my life
4.You won't like me
5.I will be banished or grounded till i depart my bleak life to hell..
I'm sorry 4 being completely emotional just don't leave me dry then i'll be that cheerful carefree girl again ok? Now that is what i call a real rant.. Haha.. I can't wait to leave pteb and finally grow up (being in university which is one step closer to reality - the WORKING WORLD) and get married.. With hamdi hunny. Awawawa =p jk.. With josh hartnett.. Wth? Haha.. With sharon? No shes taken by jason..her one true love..her lame partner.. Im so sentimental.. Im jealous of you jason. Haha. Tebalik. Cos uve met the most wonderful honest blur girl - sharon.. I mean shirley.. One lucky boy..
I'm moving forward.. Ive no time to look back.. Ive burned every chapters in my life.. If life is about yesterday, i wouldn't be able to live. I didn't love you, i was just passing my time. To throw the memories when i was with you is like throwing a smelly sock out of my window. Its easy as abc. Ive even forgotten when and how i met you and most importanly your birthday. Kiss my ass. Okay thats enough. I am moving on babe.. And i love it. *sticking my tongue out* adios loves. Xoxo.
The Rejected,
TheRejects08
